This is supposed to be my first posting. I've been putting off writing this blog for many months now. Not because I don't have anything to write about... I do. But maybe because I'm still a little bit skeptical about blogging. Numerous stories I've heard before about blogging, how bloggers "reveal" themselves in cyberspace... so I guess my worry is that how you (the readers) are going to judge me based on what I'm writing.
To update on what's new with me... well, I've tendered my resignation about two weeks ago. It was a scary move if you ask me. I'm so comfortable with what I'm doing now and the thought of moving on to something new is kind of scary. Everybody feels that way I think. Attempting something new is never a not-so-scary feeling. Most of my worries (worries again...??) are mostly about the new job that I'll be taking on. I know it's going to be a big jump from where I'm now. But there won't be any flexibility that I'm enjoying now. There won't be any "free time" for me to go anywhere I want. And most importantly, the working hours are fixed and as such, I won't be able to "flexi" my time to stretch my quality time with my son.
But all in all, I want to believe that I am destined to be great. I really want to believe that, although there are parts of me that doubt myself. But I really want to believe that one day, I shall be a 'somebody'. That's one dream that I always have, even when I was a child pretending to be a corporate leader in my mom's high heels, driving a fancy car to work (I used my house key as the car key and a rattan sofa as the car... and this was when I was about 9 or 10 years old... hehheheh).
Enough for my first posting. A glimpse of what I am now, what I will be in future and what I was as a child. So judge me...!!!
ieja
To update on what's new with me... well, I've tendered my resignation about two weeks ago. It was a scary move if you ask me. I'm so comfortable with what I'm doing now and the thought of moving on to something new is kind of scary. Everybody feels that way I think. Attempting something new is never a not-so-scary feeling. Most of my worries (worries again...??) are mostly about the new job that I'll be taking on. I know it's going to be a big jump from where I'm now. But there won't be any flexibility that I'm enjoying now. There won't be any "free time" for me to go anywhere I want. And most importantly, the working hours are fixed and as such, I won't be able to "flexi" my time to stretch my quality time with my son.
But all in all, I want to believe that I am destined to be great. I really want to believe that, although there are parts of me that doubt myself. But I really want to believe that one day, I shall be a 'somebody'. That's one dream that I always have, even when I was a child pretending to be a corporate leader in my mom's high heels, driving a fancy car to work (I used my house key as the car key and a rattan sofa as the car... and this was when I was about 9 or 10 years old... hehheheh).
Enough for my first posting. A glimpse of what I am now, what I will be in future and what I was as a child. So judge me...!!!
ieja
