I am at a point where I'm trying to evaluate myself and things around me. So many things have happened within this six months that I feel like I'm on a roller coaster. The ride is non-stop and I can puke anytime. At a turn, I can just break down and cry and at another turn, I can just laugh my head off. I know I'm going crazy... ;)
I have this habit of writing down the things that I want to do, accomplish or have. Over the years, I realise that I have actually achieved some of the things that I had written down (usually in my black book). For instance, I once wrote that I wanted to own this one specific car - so happen that it was a Honda and I did specifically mention that it has to be a Vtec. And I just don't know how... A few years later, I did own a highly sought-after Honda.
Just a simple example...
And when I think about it, I come to a conclusion that after I wrote down what I wanted to have, I may foget about it, but sub-consciously, my mind was working on how I could actually achieve the things that I wanted. After a while, I kind of forgot about the list, but my sub-conscious was still working towards that goal. And when the time is right, you somehow will make a decision that brings you back to your list - sub-consciously. Am I making sense here?
Here is what happened... I had forgotton that I wanted a Honda with a Vtec engine. But one day, when I decided that I needed a new car, somehow I decided to have a Honda. And when I made that decision, I wasn't even thinking about the list that I made at all. Only after the car was mine, and after I looked at the list I made a few years ago that I realised that I could tick one item off that list.
And I have been ticking off a lot more items from the lists that I made every year..!
Well, this is how I feel... your chances of achieving what you want in your life are a lot higher when you explicitly express it or (even better) if you write it down. You may forget about it later, but your sub-conscious mind and thoughts and body are actually working towards achieving it. It may take a while... but you will achieve it somehow...
So, there you go... Now, let's see what's next in my lists...
Ieja
